Sometimes, two people just go out for fun. Some just like to hang out and release the stress that’s been piling up. There are too many reasons to start going out with someone but my reason is simple – to know more about the person i like.
When he first asked me to go out on a date, it was like “Is he serious?!” “He must be just joking!” But we really started going out on dates like watching a movie, eating dinner together, constant messages and some silly stuffs. He even accompanies me back home after church services and activities.
But then suddenly he turned cold towards me, no messages, no chats, no communication. Even during church services and activities he ignores me. Honestly I was deeply hurt.
I knew from the start that I shouldn’t invest too much emotion in this kind of set-up, an unclear relationship without a label, or could you still call it a relationship? But still, I fell for him.
I guess I expected too much. I just hope that this lingering feeling will disappear soon. I’m hurting but I have to keep on smiling so that our friends won’t notice anything amiss. I love him but dating without a label, without any assurance, is disheartening.
I had a strange dream, I don’t understand what it means yet, but I believe someday I will…
Continue reading Withering or Living?
Bravery, you may call
To show one’s love
The will to accept your destiny with trust
Consequences you might face
Without no assurance to spare.
Continue reading Thorns and Desire
I had a dream last night
I was walking along a very dark road
I almost gave up
But then you came.
Continue reading Awoken from the Dream
There’s this guy I want to see
But his smiles weren’t meant for me
It makes me cry
It breaks me
Knowing that he couldn’t see
The other side of me.
Continue reading Other Half
Oh night, how elegantly you came
As two souls, sundered apart
Continue reading ONCE
There will come a time in your life when you’ll be afraid to trust someone. It’s either you don’t know them that much or that you know them for who they really are.
Most of the time, because we are afraid to get hurt and are scared to make the wrong decisions, we choose to keep our mouth shut and just listen to what others say neglecting what our heart’s desire. Continue reading Worthy of You
You and I may be far apart but as long as we exist under the same sky, one day I will find my way back into your arms again. Continue reading Once Upon A February
Wanting to be by your side
To hear your voice
Your heart-warming laugh
To gaze upon your face, your wonderful smile
But I can never be there
Even for a while.
Continue reading Lestat’s Love Letter
December 31, 2014
“Hey! What are you doing up there?” it was Alheira, my cousin.
“I’m just looking at the stars.” I said. “Aren’t they beautiful?”
Continue reading DRAWN ON CHANCES – Part 3
I was walking along the corridor when someone called out to me, it was Zen, one of my classmates.
“Hey! What’s up Alexis? Aren’t you going to watch the basketball match today?” –Zen
Basketball Match? Wah! I almost forgot! Continue reading DRAWN CHANCES – Part 2
“Kyaa! It’s Khai-senpai!”
He’s so handsome! Those cute dimples and ravishing smiles…
How I wish they were meant for me. But it’s just a dream that would never be mine… Continue reading DRAWN ON CHANCES – Part 1